I always thought I was somehow above the pain that love can cause.  I was wrong.  For as long as I live, I will think of her; compare every girl I meet to her; wonder how differently our lives could have been; regret not being myself around her; and wish I had let her see me for the man I could have been.

I know I’m relapsing, but forgive and allow me this moment of weakness.

I loved her.

Joshua Radin – I’d Rather be with You