God.  I am so freaking stupid.

I can’t believe this.  I’m out of my mind.  Okay, here’s the story.  My stupid little story.

A couple of days ago, I got fed up with my friend never hanging out with me, so I wrote her a little email.  And in pure jackass mode, I screwed things up.   I wrote a lot of things I shouldn’t have written, and lo and behold, a jackass be I.

I was really stupid and wrote a lot of stuff I shouldn’t have written and I very well might have lost that friend.  This situation is beyond ridiculous.  And if it wasn’t happening to me, this would be outright hilarious.

Jesus Christ, why am I such a freak?  I can’t believe how ridiculous I’ve been acting.  It’s like I’m bipolar or something.  I’m really down and then really up.  It’s so freaking crazy.  God, I’m a freak.  Haha.  But even though this blew up in my face, I’m kind of amused at how idiotic I’ve been.  It’s actually really really funny.